For the past 2 years, i am suffering from self imposed pity, i used to think what other people might think about me, particulary my friends. from then on, i started to opt with them, (nagkakailangan) to each other, until we came to the point that we never talk. it sad to say that my relationship to my friends was lost. i get jealous when i saw him with his other friends. I feel hurt when he leave while on thier house. In the first place he is the reason why I am there.
It's seems just last day that we we're very happy... eating together, drinking, and even sleep together. He is like a brother to me, that's why it is hard for me to think that our friendship will vanished. There was a time that i think i will forget him or might find anew friend that will treat me the same i treated with him. but my mind was begged to dis aggree with that idea. all i can do then was to prayed.
My prayers was not answered instantly. it tooks so many months and even years... but I'm not loosing my faith to god. then one day i talk to someone who can understand my situation, he gave me advised. he said, just keep on texting to him. i said he did not reply my text even once. yup just keep on trying he said. i keep his idea, then i started to text him without expecting a reply from him. then finaly i a single txt made my day.. sa wakas nag reply din sya sakin.... i thought to my self this is it, this will be the beginning.
With the grace of the lord, our Friendship back again as if nothing happened.
